I spend the whole day thinking abt it and I conclude that I'm not a career minded woman. Yes I'm not. I dun like working and I dun have such an ambigous ambition in my life. The fact that I've always wanted to be a teacher, paramedic or policewoman..watevr..has slowly faded..

What I've always wanted is to be my own boss. Yes, I never like hardships. Who likes right? I'm not socialble, am i not? I hate service, I hate routine and I hate to be manipulated and bossed ard. Who likes, anyway? I'll faced the fact tt the only way to get cash is to work n earn. A pal asked me a qn, what do u seek when u first get this job?-Honestly, one word, MONEY. But by having such mentality, it brings me to no where. NO WHERE!

I'm not lazy honestly. I'm a person who cant stick to one thg exception for relationship. I never stick to one thg in life. I change my blogskins every month or maybe when i'm too free forthnightly, I changed my bedsheet everyday although its still new and clean, I change my bedroom layout (design) every week, shift my furniture every now and then, I get sick of clothes easily although i've only wore them for only a couple of times..BUT THE FACT IS, I cant afford to keep changing thgs too frequently..

Can i not graduate?I dun wish to enter the working life. Can i not grow up, stay at this age forever? IT's a DEFINITE NO!

well..i shall pray hard that after i grad, i'm able to change my perception an attitude to face the REALLITY.

what shall i work as? Officer? Teacher? Police? Paramedic? Chef? Restaurant Manager? Food Technologist?

well.. I think i wanna GET MARRIED and be a full time housewife w a part time job.